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New track from my upcoming second album, Nothing Heals, out September 24
lyrics
Look in my eyes
And you'll see the admittance of defeat
Self mutilation more than ever seems the key
To this pain that I know and won't seem to go
I find myself wandering lost and cold
Who are you?
Why are you here?
Why do I fear?
In your grip, you won't let go
My sweet dear
What's the point to even try?
I can only cry
I feel hurt, but I go back and die inside
I Have You
Or so I thought
I am a slave
Broken and distraught
I am gone
Within my nightmare
I see now
You don't even care
The last thing I see are you eyes before I close mine
I find that I'm simply waiting, waiting to die
Am I being used?
And what for? Am I just your whore?
Am I nothing at all?
No value, no worth, but going back for more
Soon I will die
By your hand, part of your plan
It's all in the game that we play
Now I demand
A truth that won't come
It isn't there, you don't care
If I live or I die
I'll be gone
You were never there
I Have You
Or so I thought
I am a slave
Broken and distraught
I am gone
Within my nightmare
I see now
You don't even care
I'm stuck in this
I have no way out
I can't bring myself to leave
My life has been a lie
That I've told myself
All I do is grieve
You Have Me
And won't let go
I come back
Even though I see
I can't stay away
I claim I don't know
Why I return
To this hell below
credits
released August 13, 2021
Adrian Barron - All Instruments, Recording, Production, Songwriting