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Nothing Heals

by Barron

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No Escape 08:30
As I reach my breaking point and see there is No Escape I come to acceptance and meet with my fate There is no way around it is what it is I brace myself and prepare to be touched by Death's kiss To run from fate is to waste your time Everything has an end, forever is a lie Come and walk with me as we go hand in hand To the plains of eternity, to the promised land Swallow the truth, hear the call Climb the ladder before you fall Just give in, give up now Listen to me, I'll show you how Let go Let it come It can't be changed What's done is done Fighting for a fate Before you realize there is No Escape Take your will and give it away Take your life and let it decay Scream if you must, it won't change a thing Ask why you feel this pain, what does it mean? Swallow the truth, hear the call Climb the ladder before you fall Just give in, give up now Listen to me, I'll show you how Let go Let it come It can't be changed What's done is done Fighting for a fate Before you realize there is No Escape Let go Let it come It can't be changed What's done is done Fighting for a fate Before you realize there is No Escape
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I open my eyes and I see red eyes in black staring at me I close the door and start to run and hear there is no God above I call for help but am not heard Not a word I turn around and all I see Red eyes in black staring at me I see black with no face Red eyes staring blank Locked down I start to call But am taken by the Shadow On The Wall I wake up and am paralyzed I've met Death and will surely die I hear the Shadow's voice calling my name And telling me I'm going insane As he approaches I try to flee Cannot breathe I look at him and all I see Red eyes in black staring at me I see black with no face Red eyes staring blank Locked down I start to call But am taken by the Shadow On The Wall I see black with no face Red eyes staring blank Locked down I start to call But am taken by the Shadow On The Wall
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And we've come to the end of the road We've arrived once again In a circle we go round and round Never moving ahead Always looking back at what is done To lay the blame To avoid responsibility And embrace hate Why have I come back again? When I'm only pushed away There is nothing for me here But this stream of hate and pain It's all I feel anymore This anger consumes me Constant internal war The grudge runs deep The more I feel The more I want to kill To take your eyes And now I will Consumed by hate Filled with rage Nothing Heals I cannot feel There was a time I felt love But you took it all away Now all I feel for you Is uncontrollable hate Everyday I wish you were dead And would burn in Hell Allow me the honor, dear I'll do it myself
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I see right through you Who you really are I hear no truth Pushed too far I felt love for you But now it's died You are a waste Your life strangles mine There was never anything You could give to me Wounds cutting deep You abandoned me Feel my pain Gone insane The obsession Regression, depression You betrayed me You deceived You will die Everything Was A Lie In your hands I gave myself And lost who I was In my hands I hold you close And will spill your blood You can see no wrong In all of your lies I'll peel your skin from the bone And destroy your soul Feel my pain Gone insane The obsession Regression, depression You betrayed me You deceived You will die Everything Was A Lie
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I don't want to feel any other thing But what lies inside and feeds off of me I don't need to feel any other thing But what kills the outside and violates me Go on your way, stay away from me Unless you think you want a little piece of me You don't know this hate that lies inside of me It keeps me alive it's the only thing Life is worthless, there is no point After everything it's hard to disappoint No expectations, no optimism Nothing satisfies, constant cynicism Just like everyone you went and left You walked away like I never meant Anything to you My lies were truth My lies were truth Feeding off of misery Gone into a blistering Rage of mine to defy Anything you tell me, it's a lie Feel my hatred End my existence If you think you can, then try Only one of us is going to die Trapped with this rage don't you think I know? That of course I should let it go Just like the others you're unable to see It's the only thing that'll set me free It all seems like one big lie I've always been trying to die Maybe one day I'll stop this fight Until then Hate Keeps Me Alive Destroying my world and destroying myself I'm the creator of my own personal Hell What keeps me alive makes me die inside It's all I know, I could change, but why? Keep to yourself, stay out of my way Unless you wish to have your final day There's nothing for me but this hate There's nothing in life but constant decay All my life I've been waiting to die It's never been anything but one big lie There's never been anything to make life worth All the pain and misery, all the endless hurt People always go No one ever stays There's no loyalty Everyone betrays All I have is hate All I am is hate All I am is hate
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I Have You 05:36
Look in my eyes And you'll see the admittance of defeat Self mutilation more than ever seems the key To this pain that I know and won't seem to go I find myself wandering lost and cold Who are you? Why are you here? Why do I fear? In your grip, you won't let go My sweet dear What's the point to even try? I can only cry I feel hurt, but I go back and die inside I Have You Or so I thought I am a slave Broken and distraught I am gone Within my nightmare I see now You don't even care The last thing I see are you eyes before I close mine I find that I'm simply waiting, waiting to die Am I being used? And what for? Am I just your whore? Am I nothing at all? No value, no worth, but going back for more Soon I will die By your hand, part of your plan It's all in the game that we play Now I demand A truth that won't come It isn't there, you don't care If I live or I die I'll be gone You were never there I Have You Or so I thought I am a slave Broken and distraught I am gone Within my nightmare I see now You don't even care I'm stuck in this I have no way out I can't bring myself to leave My life has been a lie That I've told myself All I do is grieve You Have Me And won't let go I come back Even though I see I can't stay away I claim I don't know Why I return To this hell below
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It's happened again Just like before It was all there Now it's no more This familiar pain Year after year It's All Gone And You're Still Here The aching heart It's beating still Hollow and empty I have no will I cannot feel Beyond this pain I've tried to live All in vain Beaten and broken Used and thrown away Everything Was A Lie Everything was in vain There is No Escape From all of this pain Nothing Heals It was all in vain The aching heart It's beating still Hollow and empty I have no will I cannot feel Beyond this pain I've tried to live All in vain

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My second LP. Nearly 18 months in the making. I'm happy to share it. Thank you to all who listen.

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released September 24, 2021

Adrian Barron - All Instruments, Vocals, Songwriting, Production, Recording, Mastering

Alan Ramirez - Artwork

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Barron Bakersfield, California

Barron is a one man death/thrash metal project by Adrian Barron

Est. 2017

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